My there nowhere

My there nowhere
"There is no there there"

I will not justify

justify the self,
the weirdness,

justify their mistakes
their fears


you open your mouth
they close their eyes
from your heart to your feet
the path is misleading
you take a step into time
no now, neither
you shall not because they cannot.

No Passarán
what is the cost of you becoming white?

We are suffocated.

I will not justify for their